Adolescent iridescence by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Adolescent iridescence
These photographs of you sing to me melancholy.
The white streaks called smiles
and luminescent faces hold an even pitch.
The ones from the photo booth, hidden -
tucked away on the fairgrounds with
with so much pale skin (remember?)
sing such sour notes just past hearing.
There is something sweet in it all
But I cannot figure out the flavor, like
Those mystery-flavored suckers you loved so well.
Maybe that is why you loved me.
The pictures sit in an ever-browning little pile, with
Dissonance echoing out every time I come near.
The faded edges of my life peeling the gloss
Into a tiny tube of iridescence.
I've carr
The Ballad of the Golden Bell by water-elemental, literature
Literature
The Ballad of the Golden Bell
A bell tolls out on a golden tower,
The solitary sound in a silent town.
Empty streets swallow the quiet singing --
A man with soft ears notes the chime's hour;
The sound of sunlight on a soft bough,
Or a blanket of sweetened air so...
so carefree the birds dare not sing it,
As it resounds from rooftop shingles and spins and mingles
Pirouetting from toe to toe with an even rhythm...
A scratching, a shuffling, against the chiming,
a shuffle and a scuffle to note the timing.
A rattled old man with none of the power
listens to the soft voice that sings from the tower.
----
The world - otherwise asleep - hears not,
A call forgotten
We fade to ice.
I have seen where the lonely fields meet their ends
a cold embittered embankment
at the edge of a howling gale.
I know the razor's edge, the bleeding
blinding of the current, electrodes poke
and prod and produce until
all of the days -- hours and sliver spoons (alike!) are spent.
But we measure them out with no regard for
the cold leaves that cut. The edge of time
tick-tocking alone before embarking.
But still I keep my eyes open and stare into the wound.
Knowledge too great a gift to grant passage,
a package of turmoil, perhaps,
but grander than perterbed ignorance.
Ah! And nothingness consumes all like
Frost
Bight red and sanguine,
vicious and joyous
Wrapped and
encapsulated.
Man-flesh, burning. Bound.
driving.
The beat to my band.
steam to my machine-
I recall it on a summers day,
As bright, and as hot
As the sun,
But in places too cool,
too cool for contact
or connectivity.
For reaching out with fire
Only causes harm.
good is the goal.
Good is the construct.
The difference is well noted.
Not well understood or felt.
flap flap, fly fly,
walk.
Be good.
It takes not constructs,
not machines,
But self.
A harder thing than Goodness.
But, my cinder is a flame.
Consume consume, but,
I am left, unscathed.
Unscarred,
Uncha
This school is like coffee,
Minus the invigoration,
the imagination...the
awake sensation
of self awareness.
Caffeine-free and sugar-free
and flavor-free
Free of all but bitter.
Teachers, like beans,
spread cynicism - one bitter bean
they thrive on,
the fruit of their labor,
and forget the cream.
The sweet sugary kindness-
What makes everything bearable
Students trickle through,
drops at a time,
filtered down through pointless paper
with
purities removed,
but still remains that bitterness --
the only thing retained.
Some, some love the taste
Burnt by the heat of indignation
Bittered through the flavor of their
Betters
Tremble, Mighty Earth by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Tremble, Mighty Earth
Do you feel it?
The loneliness of my heart as
the world trembles beneath my feet
The quiet quivering of
the soft earth, shuddering from
the cold and aggressive rain
Slamming down like a fist on a table
to proclaim that the sky has had enough.
I, too, have had enough
of my sadness, of distance
of all the little things that
make life worthwhile
Except you. Of you I cannot get enough.
And I could carry on, time and again
but while this ground shakes,
it's difficult to walk
or carry
all of my burdens on my shoulders
Even though I am watching,
and can see clear as day
I know it is not the earth that
will move me to you
It is
Black Sea, White Stars by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Black Sea, White Stars
As I go wandering on a sea
black as night,
My little boat and my
little voyage, like destiny
I slowly find my way.
And as I go skipping
from island to island on a sea
nightborn from the ethereal tendrils of sleep
that reach out to hold me impossibly tight...
I know that you are waiting on that distant island
where your star burns bright, a signal for my
sidereal wanderings.
And true, I know the way better than any road,
Even in the most jovial gravity,
The sea's confusion is minor.
Yet, though I know the way
I cannot help but meander-
Our two starry islands, there is something
so enthralling about the dreams that flash
Like
The bedroom is a lonesome place
When I find the time to 'fine the face
No one, tragic, to say farewell
No one, not one, to say farewell.
When I should be laying in the warmth of an afterglow;
I am trying not to shiver
and my knees come and go,
With the same sound of a snare, played quietly.
And, even after peaches and hours
and the snickering of Footmen eternal,
I had hoped for some finer fate than the fear
that fills these halls and echoes...
that fills these halls and echoes...
But, that is the price for being so close to near.
And closeness we have built, a spoonful at a time
until the heaps piled high and our minutes reveal
Mornings and you and I. by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Mornings and you and I.
When that sweet,
ripened pre-morning light
pushes it's way from far-
off places through your
bedroom
window,
you will think of me.
And when your sandy eyes,
finally flutter open to the
dimly lit morning-room,
Feel dawn's embrace,
and know it is my own.
In the hidden places
Where morning, promptly at noon
goes quietly (and without complaint)
You will find solace in
the lingering,
fragile,
Scent of our happy breakfasts.
From those kind locales,
where morning
dissolves into evening
Over tea and an afternoon
Smile,
And know that I sit, waiting,
in the company of morning
Hidden behind
the curtain of verisimilitude
Longi
Lessons in Moonlight by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Lessons in Moonlight
Serene Old Luna,
You share the gift of your
Many moons experience
with your starry-eyed pupils;
And I, an observer of your
Celestial lessons,
Know better than to raise an arm
in question,
So I raise two
in recognition;
Every secret you whisper
to your minute companions
I read in your
flickering reflection,
and it reaffirms that which
I have sought to protect:
A romantic heart can
still survive these
epic quandaries.
I bow, again, thankful
and kick the sand from
between
my ever-wondering toes
on a path that...
may just yet lead to you.
Adolescent iridescence by water-elemental, literature
Literature
Adolescent iridescence
These photographs of you sing to me melancholy.
The white streaks called smiles
and luminescent faces hold an even pitch.
The ones from the photo booth, hidden -
tucked away on the fairgrounds with
with so much pale skin (remember?)
sing such sour notes just past hearing.
There is something sweet in it all
But I cannot figure out the flavor, like
Those mystery-flavored suckers you loved so well.
Maybe that is why you loved me.
The pictures sit in an ever-browning little pile, with
Dissonance echoing out every time I come near.
The faded edges of my life peeling the gloss
Into a tiny tube of iridescence.
I've carr
The Ballad of the Golden Bell by water-elemental, literature
Literature
The Ballad of the Golden Bell
A bell tolls out on a golden tower,
The solitary sound in a silent town.
Empty streets swallow the quiet singing --
A man with soft ears notes the chime's hour;
The sound of sunlight on a soft bough,
Or a blanket of sweetened air so...
so carefree the birds dare not sing it,
As it resounds from rooftop shingles and spins and mingles
Pirouetting from toe to toe with an even rhythm...
A scratching, a shuffling, against the chiming,
a shuffle and a scuffle to note the timing.
A rattled old man with none of the power
listens to the soft voice that sings from the tower.
----
The world - otherwise asleep - hears not,
A call forgotten
Upon...
Upon the day I saw your face,
I knew to act with upmost haste,
I see the love you see for free,
I want that love to be for me,
I hold you close within my heart,
I just don't where quite to start,
Just how to show you how I feel,
I wish our 'love' could be as real,
The battle's fought, it must be won,
You are unique under the sun,
The fight to win the epic race,
Upon the day I saw your face.
~Water-elemental
11.13.01
The loneliness of my heart by water-elemental, literature
Literature
The loneliness of my heart
'Alone...'
I watch in the snow,
More bitter than any that ever stood,
Fate delt me such a blow,
Greater than any man ever could.
Eternal lonlyness follows feet,
As I walk through the cold,
Forever failing to find heat,
Alas, my fate is fortold.
Alone! Dispicalble Damnation!
Of all the blows that could be delt,
This alone prevents my salvation,
Lonelyness is forever felt.
~water-elemental
04.17.02
'I cannot...'
I cannot speak, for words have no meaning,
I cannot act, for actions may be deciving,
I cannot stand, for I am not strong,
I cannot walk, for I am where I belong,
I cannot weep, for I have no tears to shed,
I cannot think, for your not just in my head,
I can only love, for that's all that's truly free,
I can only love, for I belive in you and me.
The Hands of my soul by water-elemental, literature
Literature
The Hands of my soul
'The hands of my soul'
I felt my soul reaching out
And I slammed the door
Never told you what I'm about
I don't see you anyone.
I've drifted from tears to fists
From selfless certianty to pain
Of an opportunity I once missed
And I alone to blame
And while you dance alone and alive
I'll simply stay alone
I don't know if I'll survive
Oh! If I'd only shown!
~water-elemental
04.20.2002
'Failure'
Battered and broken, I lay on the ground,
Screaming out loudly, but making no sound,
With all that I do, it's never enough,
In life or love, and everyday stuff.
I push and I push, but to no avail,
As pushing is useless; I always fail,
I couldn't control the passion inside,
And all that I've touched has withered and died.
And so here I lay, as worthless as dust,
My spirit is shattered, my mind is rust,
I lay here and wonder why I must fail,
For without success, the future is pale.
~water-elemental
4.21.02
O Little Sailor
'To the sea!' said I,
Daring to move forward
away from the safety
promised by my piers
So that I might
Know the openendedness
Of uncharted possibility
My sails are full and ready
The winds are blowing strong
Out of my burdened mind and out
out of my far-reaching sight
Soon I shall know only of oceans
The salted brine untouched
The rain shall fall downwards
and the winds will blow across
At night the endless silence cries
But stars will not guide the way
For those as I who have no eyes
Only my heart to guide
Oh, all of the silver-blue
Will ne've guide me true...
But still I move with open sails
and oars t
Simply put, I'm an English Teacher. A gentleman-in-training. I seek to use words to define, describe, and discuss the undefinable, indescribable, and unmentionable. I have not yet succeeded. I may yet.
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Favourite Visual Artist
I don't really have one!
Favourite Movies
Star Wars, 12 Angry Men, The Court Jester, the Princess Bride, et al
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Incubus
Favourite Writers
Kant, Eliot, Frost, Shakespeare, Chauser, etc
Favourite Games
Currently: Borderlands
Favourite Gaming Platform
Wii ftw.
Tools of the Trade
Knowledge.
Other Interests
Education, pontification, alliteration, elation, helpification, making up words
So, I've been laboring with some good friends, Zevin83 and Bryant-Ryku, on a bit of a project. We'll be hosting it @ OrsisMystics.deviantart.com for the time being. It's not there yet, but the first pages of it should go up within the next week or two.
I'm doing the writing for it for Nanowrimo - I know it's not a novel, but hey.
I'm pulling out all the stops on this, so who knows what'll happen, but I'm excited!
I suppose it is my nature to be this sporadic here. I have finally written something, and while I am not satisfied with it, it will do for now.
But only for now.
I must remember that I am not just a teacher, I am an English teacher. If I forget that I love literature, love writing, how will I be able to remind my students that they love writing as well?
But the end is in sight.
Now living in Ohio, working two jobs and making things work.
Have not written anything in months. Must amend quickly.
Soon.
Keep in touch, lads and lasses.